Monday 4 October 2010

Tiredness falls

Heavy, my eyelids fall.  Protesting their resistance to each opening.  I feel the laughter creases, fighting back with a heavy-hearted response.  Sleep would be so perfect.  But I must stay awake.  A list of chores that continues to pile up, exhausted by the day that passed in a blur.  My mind is screaming to come to a standstill, lusting for a pillow like a feverish rage.  I need it, want it, will for it.  It is all I desire.  Reaching inside but unable to muster the effort.  The rage spreads outwards... filling my every being.  I must have it.  Until it's too much... I collapse on the bed.  And all at once... I'm at peace.  Ebbing out as the swathes of softness envelop me.  Perfect, restful sleep.

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